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FORTRESS

Poetry is your lips and your touch
It heals me through pain
Tell you are the only
And let you fly to me

Fragrance of sweet joy
Literalized through affection
That belongs to us
And our soul

Arrogance of loving
Comes out
We see nothing but us
And we engrave the mostly bruise

Believe in me
We’ll go to somewhere warm
I’ll keep you inside my heart
And you’ll be free

Domestic thoughts
Reside in us
Where we feel home
And don’t let any stranger in

There God, dominating
Order the universe
To be on our side
And serve us

Do you ever see the subtle meaning
Of the tension bestowed by us
The thrill
Making our heart beat some faster

I’ll hold your hand
And never unclasp
Until we feel there
Where is meant to be our fortress

VICTORY OF YOURS

Anger or thirst
welcome to a place
that you should avoid
investigate your sort
resulting in victory of yours
to reign courtesy
of hate
of vulgarity
You don’t mean
to me
i don’t seek your
affinity
i am great happy to be
The loser
you are better
and delicate
you shine
you glitter
you offend
i defend
is it the error
of trying to breathe
is it hard to evanesce
is it just my another lie
may i make a
next step
do i have this permission?
what am i obliged to,
don’t stay silent
for once
for me at least
if i can afford
why do i
why do i
quiescence..
i hear someone
someone very close
shouts
shouts
shouts
I slowly fade away then
retire into myself
stillness,
hush..
I said hush!
pathetic i am
so pathetic
and weak
as you learned by heart
i mean my weakness
or is it just
insecure
what is the point in
telling me off for this
do not want to hear
indepedence..
my indepedence
far, so far
away
for the hearts of the cruel

DESTINY

Spill me,
confuse me,
scatter around.

And i will fade away,
slowly,
a motionless picture,
will appear,
through my window,
that i won’t forget..

Spoil deadly,
leave me behind,
corrupt me.

And i will loose,
bit by bit,
caress your senses,
till you get annoyed..

But you won’t change my mind,
madly,
i will curse my own heart,
a newer perception,
to grow out of,
till it will gnaw all the shadow,
you procreted to be eternally my destiny.

MY PORCELAIN

Faked looks,
To the audience,
Soldier steps,
On the thin rope,
To the very known,
Owned fingers,
With the top five touch,
Snow,
Under the sun,
Closed her eyes,
Just once,
With the hands of God,
Opened mine,
With hers,
Years after years,
A frozen flower blossomed,
In the ice,
There she were,
My porcelain.

A HEART

You,
have been a hope,
would be a drop to my strike,
would be a tiny bit of a pair,
to my eyes frozen to distant miles away,
would be the one to touch,
my hands lost in love,
forgotten what skin feels like,
my eyes were a lie,
hands lost,
decieved you,
i did not desire,
needed you,
You!
are you there?
will be?
you see?
just not right,
can not stop missing you,
needing you,
just not possible,
can not cheer,
loving my own arms,
deserted to unfamiliar arms,
becoming the shelter for,
got tired,
just longed for your look,
for your whispers,
do not bother love me,
don’t,
but somewhere very close,
beats a heart,
never stops...
Come, touch if you wish!

WOLF

I am the wolf,
asking for your love,
from the moon,
i breathe,
not the air,
but you,
in my veins,
pulse,
sex makes relieve the emotions,
sex expresses inner tunes,
LOVE
intricacy
owning you
knowing and relieving
getting what you deserve
what is yours
Mind ruled by heart
longing
something more of a loneliness
convincing your idea
sharing
every minute desiring
to make it a reality
to be the one related with
passion
irrepressible
unpredictable
seconds becoming hours
Ah!
Don’t feel guilty
it’s mine
belongs to me

RED

Quarrelling myself,
i’ve had enough,
stop!
Stop thinking,
negatively,
as usual,
You gnawed on your heart,
no pieces left,
all i see is,
Red, red, red...

ROSE

Something so sincere,
approaching,
appearing in my hope,
but can’t see with my eyes,
is it the ROSE,
in my garden..

EXPEL PEACE

Ropes are tied all around my body
Can’t move
Restricted scenes
Make a film of liberty
Flashes go off
A chaotic life that i undergo
Takes over like a painting made by a child
You look but you don’t see a detail
At the same time waves overturn the sandal
You actually know swimming
But there’s no land around
So with time you go weaker
And die in this sea
After your death rumours rise
That you were in love
With the husband of your aunt
Can it be true?
Your soul is not mercied by God
And you go in flames
But you like it

So you choose your side
The good or the bad?
You are used to that state
It’s not something new
But it’s hard to make the ones around believe
You have to fight continuously

At the same time everything goes in order
In the world you left
Water flows
Trees salute the day
The sunshine
And some snow

What beautiful

Those ropes are still with me
My soul is under attack
They are decisive to expel peace from me

Suddenly in flames appears a fairy
Says that she has done the same choice as you
And that we’ll move forward together
I say "yes"!
We find a cave
She tries to touch me
I say i’m gay
She leaves

After some time i am an ash
And my ashes gather together
And make a black ghost in the dark
City lights enlighten the roads
I walk
And everybody who sees me runs away in fear
But i’m happy
I’m back at home
Suddenly i bump into my aunt’s husband
We go to a cheap hotel
And spend the night together
He leaves then
He leaves me too..

Then i decide to stay alone
In a forest
All alone
Nights become my friend
And wolves fellows

I’m not happy anymore
I’m immortal
And a ghost
There are the ones who see me
And others who don’t
Only my aunt’s husband comes to see me sometimes
When he needs a shelter

I wander and wander...

AND I NEVER WILL

Why saying love you is so difficult
So difficult that nothing compares
Becoming smaller
In whose eyes
yours? Others? Mine...
Where is my respect to myself
while trying to match words of your beauty
I understand, i see...
There is not much about me
Nothing appeals to me other than you
Hard to whisper to my own ears
The fact, the facts
the fact that you don’t think as much as i do
about me
Am i the slave of the desire i procrete to be real
Isn’t it hard for someone to bear this
i act like i never get weak
but i feel weak like hell
Free me, my God
of this dungeon
I got nothing but wait in patience
wait with hope
like it will change tomorrow
But, years gone, it never changed
and it will never
I’ll continue with endless despair
Every day, every night
before sleep, i’ll not have you by my Side
it is not pain though
but it is a boredom seeing no point in living
How i wish you understood me, for once
look in my eyes, and see the misery in
Who is the one blame for this
Me, you, he, they?
We?
who made this world go that darker?
Tell me!
Tell a thing..
For now i have to leave you
with your doubts of what it might be
But i know it might never be great
It might just forever stay agony..
and i’ll be writing poems
to relieve my pain within
I can’t smile without you
and i never will...



DUNGEON

Neither you
Nor i
Could define our feelings
We were as if imprisoned to a dungeon
Restricting our each move
You loved me
And i did love you too
But inevitable distance
Cursed us like a foe revenging on
We will never converge
We’ll always stay seperate
But we know our hearts beat for each other
I love you..

PURE TRUTH

Kings on the throne
Wasting unity
Having the bigger slice
While giving the smaller
Kings mostly roar
But they mean less
People who hear
Either see or obey
If you are different
You are expelled
Peace is gone
People who are kings
Are arrogant and silly
They only act
But never think
Whereas people who can think
Don’t accept a sumptuous destiny
Because they are aware of their inabilities
And they repent God
Who has God in this case?
The kings or the defiants?
For sure who suffer more are
The defiants
But who can talk to their conscience
Are them too
Here it is your choice
Whether to avoid pain
Or be with the pure truth...


INTUITIONS

Avoid life
translate your mind
run away before you get caught
Love, don’t stop
the prince in your heart
but beware
cause not every prince is timid
Up and down
standing on the point
your balance
is heavy on you
Thrive
until you get exhausted
so think on it a bit now
where are you supposed to arrive?
Nowhere..
Take a look at what surrounds you
do you see a friend?
if you do
Then i’ll let you go
you are not my type
because there are no friends there
never ever
You are here to be used and abused
if you reject
you are free to leave
i need someone else
I differ from the crowd
i love if i want to
endlessly
i don’t need approval
and noone has to love me back
i am a little doll
to be played with
yes, this is what i earn
Time
time
time..
changes one..
get old..
years pass..
but your heart stays young..
Hands are to hold
do you feel my pulse?
warm but cool
no appreciation of understanding
No, it is not appreciated here
Just listen..
do you hear my heartbeat?
loud
too loud
attracts all your attention
on it
on love..
Come..
let’s dive in the forest
and breathe the fresh air
there’s a pure lake there
still
let’s take off our clothes
and go in the cold water
this is called heaven
Then touch
Touch
Touch..
sun and darkness
just weak people choose darkness over
they are bad
but their eyes see through darkness
Superiority is a must
in and out
eye lashes get weak
and close
special it is
under a dome of thrill
trembling
who is God?
come..
Silence..

CAST ON ME

I love you
Deeply
That’s all i can say
Lonely days
I dream i was with you
Loneliness is severe
Harsh
The point is
When i share my love
I am happy
But not with everyone
Specially with you
I have a heart
That beats and beats
I feel it in and through my veins
Unstoppable
Unavoidable
I love singing
That calms be down
But the difference is that i can sing freely
While loving you requires a soulmate
Whose confirmation is essential
But do you know what?
I hate singing to myself
I need someone who listens
Why is it hard?
Answer my God!
If i say i needed you
I would most probably lie
This is more than a necessity
I love you
I want to express it
I want to shout out loud
I need to see you approve
This is like a magic
Cast strongly
That i can’t resist
Shy i am
To say this to your face
But if you read
Believe these words are from the bottom of my heart..

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