Perfect Love
İ wont say dont go anymore, indeed you are already prepared this time,
bring everything with you; our memories, our hopes, take my love too, maybe it will be needed i say i shouldnt tell a word, but i have to, about the thing you dont know i have to tell; from myself. Yes, me, for all this time you supposed that you know mostly you saw me wild, but a so kind child i ’m. what was that makes me wild time to time? i guess, i didnt think even i take them each, i loved all colours, all seasons too actually there are lots of i love, everything instead of wars and fights and also farewell moments, i wish you would live my reasonable manner always but you came always on my hit times, or you hit me i used to look to fars on my childhood with the emptiness inside of me which never fills used to wait a ship will come from sea then used to looked at stars and the star i supposed that it is you women, men, children and cities i met, mostly loved them loves i had too, the loves that i can die for, but YOU i most loved. and now you are going, alright go, the angel inside of me will always pray for you i guess i wont be heartsick to this farewell scene - did your father die? this going cant be worse than death i dont know what is right wish you good and stay like that? or, to make you wait my sleeping, and mine waking to silent morning? i guessi go now, no dont! i mean go, but cover me at first let me lay there, and then turn off the light, and go. no no dont go! i mean go but turn on the light, just because i ’m scaring from dark both being without you and darkness, this is too much dont cover me too, this tenderness is too much, let all the lights on inside of me is dying, go however you want Stay, listen this carefully, i ’m saying one more time and last time I LOVE YOU while you are going i will yell inside of me as "this was perfect love" perfect love it was, that i grew for you, i dont know what you lived... even those my heart knew and lived i grew a perfect love for you, i ’m not regretting every evening this heart gets sad fullfills with sadness and thinks of you now you are too far, who knows where you are Come back or dont, i ’m yours |